I haven’t slept all week. I actually probably haven’t slept properly in 9 months. I’m ready. I am not ready. Sometimes I wish I were more like a kitty. They seem to have no problems sleeping. It seems what they do best. About 10 minutes ago my deaf kitty walked on the dresser, turned on [...]
Archive for the ‘Complaints’ Category
2 Oct
Formerly Me
I used to be fun. I used to smile – more. I used to take life, work, people, things head on. Now…Now, I don’t know what I am. I am tense. Afraid. Scarred. Damaged. Nervous. Anxious. Angry. Riddled with PTSD. Now, I stay in bed, avoiding, being afraid. Worrying. Remembering those awful days in 2008. [...]
